Doctors...

So I am thinking I am going to have to go back to the doctors. I have been up and down this road with them for a good 4 years now... Shortly after having Andrew I started having stomach issues. I got sick after every time I ate. At first it was just a stomach ulcer. Nothing helped so onto gallbladder which I had removed still nothing so they said I had to get use to not having a gallbladder so I waited a good year then onto the ulcer again. So they finally sent me to a specialist who said I have IBS. Lately though I haven't been stressed but the attacks are AWFUL! I am fine and then the next moment I am ready to hit the floor curl up in a ball and die.. I get goosebumps its so bad. My whole body feels like its over heating and I have this pain for a good 15mins to 2 hours. So I am going back to the regular doctor and giving him a piece of my mind! This is just stupid!!! The attack is so painful it sometimes hurts all up in my chest so I dunno I think that screams more then an ulcer and IBS can be bad but the medicine isn't touching it at all.

I have been trying to catch up on House but half the episodes aren't working..

So lately I have LIVED in a funk a bad funk where my head and mirror dont match so then I refuse to try. I see no point in it if I don't feel amazing which is silly and that is why we call it a funk.. Hoping I work past it soon... I miss my long hair I found this pic:

I think I look nice... haven't felt I looked nice in a few weeks now.. but then again I haven't tried very hard and I have looked like hell so its not helping... but I cant seem to get up and go. I need to run and eat healthy and start trying in everything... Just hard...

I want to shape my eyebrows.. I let them grow out to the scary point and had them waxed... yeah they looked nothing like the photo below:

So I am trying again! I hope I can get them to a nice point. Well I am gonna relax... Shower time!