Biggest Loser

So my parents and I are doing a biggest loser. We all weighed in on 1/1/11 and it will end on 4/1/11. There is a good chance they will at least blow me outta the water. I call my mom and ask "So whatcha doing" her response was "Walking and jogging a 10 miles" so then she asks what I am doing as I sit in my pjs playing on the computer... hmmmm not good huh?

I have to admit even though I am not in over drive I am more aware and saying no to things which is good for me. See I have to admit I am lazy I was blessed with being skinnier my whole life up until about 5 years ago when I got the news I would be having a baby. I got rather sick and the weight gain and swelling was a little out of control. I love Andrew to little pieces but I never really got into gear. I was always healthy and ate healthy and was active but with being married, having a child and working full time my life has changed a lot. So now it takes real work and its not something I generally have ever done. But looking at myself lately I feel rather sad. I keep finding the "before" pictures and its getting rather irritating. I just hope I am to the point it sticks.

I have seen many of my friends lose the weight. They all look so amazing. I have tried to change my view points and not looking at what I can't do or have and focusing on what I can do and have. I even made a wish list of cloths for when I get to my goal weight. I am not shy about telling my weight because you can look at it an see it, its not something I can generally hide. I am a chunky 168 and would like to be a nice 125 - 130. I would love to be at the goal weight or rather close to it by the time my 7 year anniversary of marriage roles around (think he will feel jipped if me being skinnier is a gift lol). So now onto a fun filled adventure of losing the weight and feel ok in my own skin.

Mama I love you but you are going down!!!