So.... Have you missed me?

I fear I have not been very attentive to you all lately. But hooooray I am not dead... I am here.. boring you with my pointless rant. I haven't really known what to say. I guess you could always make up things for me. If you plan to do this can you make me someone wickedly awesome?? That would be great thanks!

Sadly I have been a loser. I haven't done much. I put together a rather detailed train party which seemed pretty epic to me (does planning a childs train party being epic make me sad?) It was rather awesome though.

I love this blog.. She is strange and notices thing that most wouldn't see even if pointed out to them..

Well that is all I am outtie :)

Doctors...

So I am thinking I am going to have to go back to the doctors. I have been up and down this road with them for a good 4 years now... Shortly after having Andrew I started having stomach issues. I got sick after every time I ate. At first it was just a stomach ulcer. Nothing helped so onto gallbladder which I had removed still nothing so they said I had to get use to not having a gallbladder so I waited a good year then onto the ulcer again. So they finally sent me to a specialist who said I have IBS. Lately though I haven't been stressed but the attacks are AWFUL! I am fine and then the next moment I am ready to hit the floor curl up in a ball and die.. I get goosebumps its so bad. My whole body feels like its over heating and I have this pain for a good 15mins to 2 hours. So I am going back to the regular doctor and giving him a piece of my mind! This is just stupid!!! The attack is so painful it sometimes hurts all up in my chest so I dunno I think that screams more then an ulcer and IBS can be bad but the medicine isn't touching it at all.

I have been trying to catch up on House but half the episodes aren't working..

So lately I have LIVED in a funk a bad funk where my head and mirror dont match so then I refuse to try. I see no point in it if I don't feel amazing which is silly and that is why we call it a funk.. Hoping I work past it soon... I miss my long hair I found this pic:

I think I look nice... haven't felt I looked nice in a few weeks now.. but then again I haven't tried very hard and I have looked like hell so its not helping... but I cant seem to get up and go. I need to run and eat healthy and start trying in everything... Just hard...

I want to shape my eyebrows.. I let them grow out to the scary point and had them waxed... yeah they looked nothing like the photo below:

So I am trying again! I hope I can get them to a nice point. Well I am gonna relax... Shower time!

Plans...

I am watching House and can't sleep. So I am going plan Train Party and Surprise Rich! Andrew has never had a party and he asked if he could have one... He is IN LOVE with Thomas the Train! Like love love love.. So we are having a train party. I am working on a guest list of boys and decor! I have the cake picked out other then my mom said I should get ice cream cake which giving me ideas leads to other thing which leads to other things. I am like House in how you say something which gives him an idea and hes off... I do that.. Its rather evil..


I am sad in my attempt to surprise people. I got hair extensions. I know rich loves my long hair but I wanted to try short.. I rocked it I am over it but until I can have long hair I must fake it.. So I am going to "attempt" making his fav dish of the moment which is macaroni chicken parm. I also want to make the dessert we got there last time I LOVED it.. what?? I am cooking I get a treat! I want to do it just because hes been rather amazing lately. I try to live in these moments where life doesn't seem to get in the away and you just enjoy one another. Its so hard with how crazy life can be. Plus its nice to feel specail.

I am also working on my mom and dads anniversary SHHH she may read this so HAH i'm not telling!!!

What else.... Ohhh I need to get cracking I have a goal of being 125. I want to be at least to be in the low 140's by I am 25 so that is a pound a week untill my b-day which is 4 months or 21 weeks. I also want to grow my hair out a good 12 inches.. I read your hair grows half and inch every month so I have a ways to go :( Until then here are hair I could try along the way...



Short with bangs my hair is still a little shorter then this one.

I LOVE this one... not sure how she styles it tho..

Cute long layers!

The Goal!!

Well boys and girl I am tired! Night!

Fall and 5k

Ok so I did a 5k in which I didn't work towards I just did it.. Needless to say I am proud but wish I would have planned better for it. I dont work out I eat rather unhealthy and then forcing my body to do this stuff it boycotts me. Oddly I dont feel too sore but the sore throat I was fighting won.. I am losing my voice and my throat is killing me. Blah! To top it off rich has been throwing up and andrew is snorting because his sinuses are backing up.

On a good note fall is around the corner. It is by far my favorite season. Its not too hot not too cold and if you live up north the trees turn such pretty colors. I love what you wear around fall too.. Boots and sweaters.. leather jackets and scarfs, plaid and vest. Hot coco mmmmmm... I have been looking around.. I want some Ankle Boots, Knee High Boots, Biker Boots, I love the folded over boots! I am in love with the new jackets this year my top 3 are: Stoosh Military Jacket, Leather Military Jacket, Ruffled Leather Jacket!

That is all for now the medicine is kicking in :(

Weight Loss

So I was told I should blog more.. That I am generally always up to something and that people (well some) enjoy hearing about it.. At the moment I am trying to not let my ADD ways foil me losing weight. I have had many stages from my all teen years till about 19 I weighted anywhere from 115 - 125. At 19 I became prego with my first child. I had a very bad time with being prego I got sick I got up to 190. After having andrew I weighted anywhere from 175 - 155. At the moment I sit at a rather sad 165.

(loading pictures on here sucks or is that just me)

I would like to get back to at least 130. Once 130 we will see. But I have been lazy having pity party for myself.. So now no more! At least I hope. I would like to be at least rather close to my goal weight by my 25th birthday. I have been sad and lazy for almost 5 years now.

I hate life changing things. I am not good at change. I always default to bad habits. I am hoping this time it sticks. Seems all my friends around me and family are losing weight. So that will be part of my blog.

Other parts will be about family events, my crazy projects, the fact my hair changes like my cloths and whatever else comes to mind.. I wouldn't rely on these being wonderful or even consistent, but its worth a shot! Till next time!

Lets face it

It is true... I am of the larger size and offically over it! I need to start trying harder.. Today was a bad day to start lol... I was in such a sad mood that I default to bad food and comfort.. Its been 3 years since my brothers passing and I was just plan down. I ate BAD... not just bad but REALLY BAD.. So I am back to logging food and working out.. No soda, less bad food.. I want to lose 40 lbs. I am in great need of that. So weight lose here I come!

Anniversary Junk

I have been working so much and then keeping up with the house a regular life. I will have been married 6 years this Saturday. We will be going to see the blue man group. We are in the 2nd row middle seats in the poncho area.

We will be eating at emeril's restaurant and the lady took down a special note saying it was our anniversary and first trip maybe they’ll do something nice…

We are going to walk around city walk if we get there earlier enough I want to go see:

· Prince of Persia: The Sands of Time NEW!PG-13 • 1 hr. 56 min.
12:1012:10
1:201:20
2:202:20
3:103:10
4:104:10
Just depends on if we have time. But we are going to have to wear 2 outfits since we have a chance to get dirty at blue man group in the poncho area.

It may be sad but I picked out my outfits ahead of time (yes I am sad).

Anniversary - 6 Years

Here is what the general plan is:

https://www.marriott.com/hotels/travel/tpasr-vinoy-renaissance-st-petersburg-resort-and-golf-club/

The romance package

Allow the Renaissance Vinoy Resort to kindle the flames of love. This romantic Florida hotel deal features:

• Upgraded luxury bay view room
• Complimentary valet parking
• Chilled champagne upon arrival
• Breakfast for two in the resort's award winning Marchand's Bar & Grill or in the privacy of your guest room with in-room dining
• 20 percent off spa services at the Vinoy Salon & Day Spa



Here are things we can do...


CARRIAGE RIDE FOR 2

"Henry" and "Duke", the stars, are here at The Pier and downtown St. Petersburg to take you on a beautiful waterfront ride and throughout the downtown area. Surreys at The Pier is available during the winter hours from 4:00 P.M. till as late as 12:00 A.M. on most Friday & Saturday nights. Weeknights (Monday through Thursday) are from 4:00 P.M. till 10:00 P.M, and on Sundays from 2:30 P.M. to 10:00 P.M. Weather can change our schedule but we are usually here everyday. We have two carriages a Cinderella (which lights up after dark) and a traditional carriage, shown here. Both carriages can accomibdate six adults comfortably. Prices are variable depending upon the ride or special event. Reservations can be made along with pricing by calling our cell phone at (816) 215-8613. Come enjoy a relaxing ride that everyone enjoys including Duke and Henry. It will take you back to time and pace of yesteryear that's fun. Bring along your favorite beverage and book us for an hour with some friends or your sweetheart. Make sure you meet Duke and Henry. They really enjoy what they do and getting to meet everyone. Caution though, these two boys are real smoozers and they love carrots and apples"!




PIER DOLPHIN CRUISES, INC.
ALL ABOARD THE M/V DOLPHIN QUEEN!

The M/V Dolphin Queen is a 44' x 18' catamaran that can accommodate up to 70 people and is located in St. Petersburg, Florida. At the famous tourist destination the St. Petersburg PIER. The Pier Dolphin Cruises, Inc. is the only sight-seeing cruise at the St. Petersburg Pier that is entirely on the water. The cruise lasts 90 minutes and includes a narrative tour of the sights of Tampa Bay and great photo opportunities of dolphins, manatees, pelicans and more! Dolphin sightings are guaranteed or you will receive a voucher for your next trip free!

CRUISES AT:In season - [Feburary - August] No a.m. Trip on Sunday 11:30 a.m. to 1:00 p.m. 1:00 p.m. to 2:30 p.m. 3:00 p.m. to 4:30 p.m. 5:00 p.m. to 6:30 p.m.ADMISSION


SAILING AT SUNSET

Ready for an unforgettable romantic memory? Or maybe you're just in need of a “mental massage”. Western Florida sunsets are world famous and there’s no better way to see this breathtaking cosmic display than from one of our luxury sailing yachts. These trips evolved from our love of the ocean, the sky and the marine life we share this world with.
Dolphin Landings is the only charter boat center in the Tampa Bay area offering sunset cruises aboard large ocean ketch sailing vessels. You’ll set sail about an hour before sunset to give you plenty of time to catch the full range of hues painted on mother nature's canvas. We provide plenty of cozy warm blankets... in case you want to cuddle on deck. If you love clean air, smooth sailing, postcard beautiful sunsets, and starry night skies… this romantic sailing trip is for you!
Sunset sailing is available from Dolphin Landings & The Pier

Reservations are recommended for all trips. Please Call 727-367-4488 or Email our Dockmaster HERE.

Departure times vary - approximately 1 hr before sunset - please call for times

Hair... bleh

So once again I am looking into doing my hair.. Sadly the grey hair is coming thru and my roots are starting to show. Tho I didnt hate it I dont want to keep my color that I have at the moment. It isnt my fav on me but I did however still like it. My hair lady is awesome like that!

So rich loves a mixture of colors.. He likes blonde, that brown that is almost blonde, my natural dark brown and hints of red.. I however lover darker colors..

Here are some I am looking at:

So not sure :( The one with Eva L with a lot of blonde is the one rich picked lol...

Hair

So I am bold when it comes to hair.. In my eyes if I dont like it it is fixable and will always grow back. I am ready to be a bit bolder. I love these below:


(but I would do a pretty light brown not blonde)

(I love the cut)

I think at the moment I am leaning towards this one

So we will see ;)